Life is choices
As humans, our choices can sometimes be challenging and complex. Sometimes, these decisions require an instance, and others can take a long time to decide. Everyone needs to strive to make decisions for the personal good, and if that choice affects others, then also consider their collective good.
One of the hard choices is to have a lucrative job that goes against many principles and ethics. I can either cope with my standards and views or focus on the income of this job. Or I can take a notable risk and move out of this job and find another place on my terms that matches my values and views in life.
In the end, the decision I made was to help my family and me have a better life in the future. Going out of that job might harm me in the short term. But in the long term, this is a painful and hard decision that many people I asked told me not to do since the job position and with that type of income is very limited. I should be grateful and stay in that job even though I faced many moral and ethical issues in that environment and had no growth in my career. I felt the weight of taking risks and believing in God's plan. I have been challenged to make challenging choices and end up with a new, better environment that matches my moral views and outweighs the consideration of money.